A spot on the brain

Hey Long time no talk, or type what ever. I apologize, I was at swim camp, and before that it was finals, you get the picture. 

Anyway, I have something on my mind, rather an idea of sorts and I am warning any one who hates cliche should probably leave because this is going to sound cliche because no matter how hard I try not to be I am just a cliche person. So you know hypothetically when you get something or someone on your mind, and its hard to admit but your just a little obsessed or maybe a lot obsessed, either way its like a spot on your brain, and it just will not go away. You do not want to do anything else.

I have decided that it is very annoying, how does one fix an obsession besides getting rid of what you're obsessing over, which really is not possible especially if it's a person. I mean I guess you can get rid of an objection but people are hard to get rid of.  High school aged kids seem specially prone to doing this, girls in particular about guys and then someone breaks them up and they have to go through this whole withdrawal thing. Which sounds horrid and which I hope never to have to go through. 

On a much more exciting note my sweet sixteen is coming up, what should I do for it? 

Swings

Every notice how when your on the swings and you close your eyes you feel as if you're going so much higher and faster?

Then you have to open your eyes because you feel like you're falling?

I did.

It was awesome! 

I love swings. 

Bfffffffs?

It is right, 9 on a Saturday and I have been up sense, five. I went to swimming for about a half an hour but the chlorine levels were horrible so my coach had to cancel. Which is normally good but I couldn't go back to sleep! It sucked.... Anyway it's giving me time to write this, a good thing I guess.

I always wonder, what is the real definition of best friend, like how do I know if your classified as a best friend or just a friend. I mean its a generic term, people say it right and left,  I have mulitple people that I hang out with regularly, does that mean we are going to be best friends forever? Or is that just because I enjoy their company? Do they have to know my deepest darkest secrets to be my best friend?

I think I'll just stop calling people best friends...or maybe everyone is my best friend who knows? I sure don't.

I am such a cheater!

 So I'm sorry I am going to bring up swimming for like a millisecond, so hang in there. A few weeks ago we did a 3000 for time to check our progress or whatever. Let me clue you in if you are uneducated in the way of swimming. A 3000 is 120 laps or close to 3 miles. We had to do that straight AND count for it. 

 I hate counting and I always mess up I mean, I had to count to 120! That is hard thing to do. So there is this kid, lets name him Bob in my lane, he started off the 3000 in front and he was beating me then he kind of died so I passed him, leaving me in first and it was now my job to count. Now I thought I did a pretty good job but when I stopped, Bob kept right on going. 

There was no way I was going to start back up again so I assumed he was wrong. 

When he finally stopped he accused me of cheating! I mean seriously I stopped early purely by mistake and I am sorry I tried to stop Bob but he wouldn't. Now two weeks later he is still bothering me about it! It is so annoying. Whenever I go in that lane now he is like okay you have to go First! He is almost threatening me, like oh no I have to go first! GASP! 

The annoying part though(besides being called a cheater) is the fact that if he weren't so lazy then he would be amazing! I mean usually if he feels like it he can beat me right out of the water which hate admitting but it is true. Of course most of the Sturgeon team can anyway so I don't feel quite so bad. 

Okay I just wasted about 20 minutes of your time. Grrrrr Bob how I hate you!

Hope your days are merry, cherry and bright (hahah wow that didn't work out)

'Nuff said

So today I figured out that I was supposed to update my blog everyday. Then I realized. I fail at blogging. Oh well I guess we can't be good at everything although I can always try.

Anyway so have you ever tried to do something and then completely fail no matter how hard you tried? Yeah that would be me and my grades, I know Bs are nothing to sneeze at but I WANT As and I just can't seem to get them for whatever reason and it's bugging me. I mean I don't have that hard of classes that I know of. I mean sure chemistry is difficult but is it really that hard? I would love to say yeah I'm over it but I am really not over it. 

   There is my dismal life but I love it any one because you don't choose your situation and I said that I landed in a pretty good one if I do say so my self. Actually I am pretty spoiled, in a good way I guess.  It hasn't effected my personality to much. 

Okay this is basically the rabblings of a person who had nothing real important to say but decided to try and say something anyway. I think the best way to sum this whole thing up is.

Fail.

Bees poop!

Happy Easter! 

Okay, so this year both my grandparents passed away leaving us their home. Now this home is special because it has been in our family for a 15o years so we can't sell it. 

So being the interesting family we are, we decided,lets put some honey bees on the property so it is making a money to help pay the taxes. Putting the bee hives and stuff together was fun but the bee part was kind of scary. I mean you go through your whole life being scared to death of getting stung and then there are a billion just flying around your head. 

We had to get them out of the box they came in and into the hives, which means letting them fly free kind of, they stay where the queen is so as long as she is in the hives they don't go very far but they do fly around and its very disconcerting. 

Imagine our surprise when instead of getting stung continually we got pooped on. I never even thought of bees pooping! It was really weird this will be the talk of the family for the next couple of years (if anyone brings a girl or boy friend around thats the first thing we tell them, forget about our names). 

I kind of liked the bees, it was a new thing forgetting the fact that I hate honey. I just cannot swallow the stuff, way to sweet for my tastes. I think my sister and the littler cousins got a little scared this afternoon (not by the bees I'm on to a new story, sorry about the bad transition). There a pine trees out in the back of my grandparents house which my grandfather planted himself and they ride the gator around them. This afternoon they found two men camping out there. They were of course perfectly nice but no one expects to find people out there. They were just kind of reading and swinging on their hammocks. We all had a good laugh. No harm no foul right? 

Now that I have wasted about 15 minutes of your laugh you can now go back to doing whatever you were doing when you started 

Rejoice the Lord has risen! Yeah that was really random but I had to get it in there somehow and the opportunity never presented itself. 

The sky is Falling!

Okay so most of you who know me, know that I am an avid 24 fan. If you don't know me then now you know. So 24 is this fox show where this guy name Jack saves the world from anything and everything. Each episode is one hour of the day and there are 24 episodes. So for the first 23 and a half hours Jack gets beat up in every possible way but in the last 30 minutes everything is saved and sort of happy. 

Unrealistic but I LOVE IT! So this has been a rough 7th day for Jack, and it just got worse!!! Oh by the way this is a spoiler if you watch it so you know act accordingly. I just finished watching the episode from last Monday and Jack got exposed to a biochemical with no cure. Do  you all know how big that is! Its Like no Santa on Christmas big!!!! Or The SKY IS FALLING kind of Big!!! Okay enough exclamation points, you all get my point. The main character of my favorite show is dying AGAIN! See but this is different the first time Jack "died" was fake to save him from the Chinese government and then he almost died  when the chinese eventually got him and finally he almost died in a nuclear explosion but those all had ways out like it was not a lose lose situation. This is a lose lose situation, there is no cure whatsoever and I am wondering if this is the end of my beloved show. 

Okay enough of my grieving, I have been doing absolutely nothing over this spring break and feels kind of nice but you know I also feel very unproductive and I hate that feeling, so I thought I might actually do my homework to day, Gasp! I know but I'm desperate for something, anything to relieve my boredom. I think an alien ship should come down and save me. 

That would be fun kind of like in the Knowing (good movie, really scary tho I didn't think it was suppose to be but it was).